Time is healing

Well today is the first official blog from me. I am nervous and excited all at the same time. So here we go.....

I am figuring out that things take time and so does healing....whether its a wound......injury......heartache.....or just the internal thoughts. I have been dealing with extreme back back for about three months now and have become very frustrated. I have had 4 spinal injection with little to no relief. Yesterday was # 3 and # 4 and this morning I woke up in as much pain as I was before the shots. Soooooo needless to say very frustrating.

This week I have also gotten a call back from my oncologist that I need to come back and have one of my test reran..... so needless to say it seems like this week is full of punches. Although as I am coming to realize everything take time....its own time! No healing  is ever the same for people. Even though I am six years out being cancer free that call back this week took me back to the first call when I was diagnosed. So much uncertainty....and then with my back even though I have now had 4 shots I am just a disappointed today as I was when the first one didn't work. However neither of these thoughts are first off a reality yet... I have no idea what the retest will show and it takes up to 7-10 days for the shot to fully take effect yet I am still wanting to be so sad and be really withdrawn.

So alllll of this leads me back to the title of this blog, time is healing. Eventually I will get to a point that I won't get back to that first call back from the doctor and won't think cancer. Also I will get to the point I am back and pain free. However just like heartache and headaches everything takes it own time frame and mine is different from yours and your is different from mine.

So I will close today's post with this.....Time will heal all things.

~Kristy